Day 32: Halting the Hustle

Day 32: Wow!!! In my opinion I have reached a milestone... 1 month no hustling. As hard as it was to get here, it actually went by really fast, as long as I continue to just take it one day at a time. My life is finally moving forward in a positive direction. Today I finished applying for a job I anticipate defiantly getting. I'll be working the overnight shift, so I am still moving forward with continuing my education. I know things are about to get really busy for me, but I am ready. I know that with having an income and going to school I will begin to gain some self-worth back. For those that are wondering, my DMT experience was disappointing. I didn't break through as they call it, so I just experienced the hallucinations and the body high from it. Defiantly not enough to make me fall in love with it. Not sure if I will ever try it again. So in short, it didn't do anything for my depression. I have come to realize I am the only one that can be held responsible for that. By achieving the short-term goals I am setting for myself with a job and college, hopefully my depression will improve. It took just about all the energy I had to even become motivated enough to fill out the application, but that's the hard part out of the way, the rest will just follow. So here's to one month down and many more to go!